Even if we aren’t forever, even if you’re for just now, I pray to all that I learn all from you. 

I am drawn to you like a cartoonist creating is first masterpiece, good god I need you. I need you to fill the space in my bed and the conscious in my head. 

You are the catalyst of which I compare every. Other. Inch. of  my life. Will this decision affect her or how she loves me or how I love her. Can I live with her finding out. And if I cant my world just stops. 

I find myself reaching out to others that I have believed to far too ignorant to even begin to understand my suffering. But good god, I love you. 

I need to know every corner of existence so I can create a beautiful one for us.  I wanna tell you everything and hear your everything. I bleed my life’s story on a love letter so you can feel it through the envelope. So you can know because I know I’m not good with showing emotion but I feel so much for you. 

Every thing I’ve ever know about love you have taught me. What its like to not know of anything but another person is daunting. Scary. I have loved and do love many, but it is none of the love I know for you. 

When my heart is the fullest all I can dream about is you. When my lungs are the emptiest I day dream of being in your atmosphere. You are where the moon meets the earth and the grass touches the sky. 

You are the in between, the ethereal breathe when I wake every day. So I give you my scattered heart and beating brain because I know you can create something beautiful with them. You somehow manage to stretch my tendons and shock my nerves in a way that is able to create a whole new flavor of love. I am molded into a more tender person because of your ability to pound out the knots in my shoulders.